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[04 May 2004|04:31pm] |
well i think im suspended tomorrow for sticking up for what i belive in!
our school will be cutting everything, sports, student council, late busses, text books, athletics, ap classes, alternative education, art programs, and a number of other valubale things! so matt carvolho and i made ( this ) we handed them to the few students who were out of class and went to calss. when class ended EVERYONE was talking about it! we found things like ( this ) going around! it was amazing. matt and i got called down to the office but i didnt go and they called my dad but my dad couldnt get a hold of anyone! i dont care if im suspended or not, im still going to school and sitting out to support what i belive in and i hope that other people will to. i hope that the community will realize that we do care about these things. our school has nothing to begin with, so why take away the little that we have?
Amendment I
Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances.
they cant do anything about it now can they?!?
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[03 May 2004|03:28pm] |
well today i got kicked out of 2 classes... skipped one and left school a little early! wow i love school and i want to be there every day... except not.. fuck everyone in that building!
i should just learn to keep my fucking mouth shut... but instead i talk shit back.. oh well!
brooke got her license today!!! were supposed to be going out!
<3 jesslyn
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[02 May 2004|05:58pm] |
ehh so i dont update alot oh well the party friday was effing awesome! ive never partyd that hard! i cant wait to do it again! nothings been going on with me other then that i got my hair cut though! my mom wont stop flipping the eff out over nothing... its lame oh well... brookey gets her license tomorrow!!! good luck brooke! well im out!
<321 jesslyn
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[26 Apr 2004|09:45pm] |
bitches this shits for you!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[24 Apr 2004|09:45pm] |
well i spent the whole day doing my livejournal... its not like theres anything better to do... i cleaned house all day too.. i only got to go outside for like 5 mins and let me tell you it was warmer outside then it was in my house! how sad is that! lol.. im wicked tierd... i fell asleep last night and left my computer on.. i wicked planned on waking up too but i guess i didnt! well im out till tomorrow!
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[22 Apr 2004|05:25pm] |
i dont update its not like i have alot to talk about.. 420 was fun.. my bf broke up with me my house is like infested with ants umm i want new clothes... the end? i think so!
<321 jess
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[08 Apr 2004|11:59pm] |
i dont know what to put here i never update anymore
the trip was amazing!i broke my ankle and im in a cast
it can take anywhere from 1-2 years to get better. im going to need physical therapy too. im on a bunch of meds and im out of it half the time. i think i like someone but that sucks for me cause well im me and stuff never works out and im sure they dont feel the same about me... i know im jumping to conclusions but thats the way it always is now isnt it. ive missed about a week of school and the terms over which really sucks! well imma get going! comment everyone!
-jess
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[01 Apr 2004|07:57pm] |
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did anyone realize its....
april fools!
so i had to let everyone know because i got sooo many ims and calls of people asking me if i was ok... dont u people know what day it is!!! lmao! well i leave for the bahamas tomorrow... unpregnant! im not excited at all and im not really sure if i should be... well im outie ill be back tuesday! see you all then!
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[01 Apr 2004|02:37pm] |
ive fucked up my whole life!!! about a month ago i had sex with this kid... it was a one time thing and i was fucked up.. i regret it... i dont know his name.. or his number... just that he was at the same party i was at and now i think i might be pregnant. thats right i said it. im too scared to tell anyone and i know i am. im late by like 2 weeks... i even throw up in the morning. im wicked scared and i dont know who to tell... so i decided id put it here and everyone that cares about me enough to read this thing will read it. i need help. i dont belive in abortion... or giving it up for adoption. i guess the only thing i have left to do is tell my parents and get kicked out. ive ruined my life. im 15!!!! how am i going to raise a kid! im bombing highschool... i dont work... what am i gonna do drop out of school and live on my allowence!!! maybe ill throw myself down the stairs!!!!!!
- jess
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[30 Mar 2004|07:18pm] |
my life needs some serious evalutation... and thanks to a few people i have realized that and i appriciate it. i need to start focusing on the things that are important to me... my family school work... and most importantly my health. ive stoped smoking, drinking, and using drugs of all kinds. no im not straight edge, i just really need to get my life on track. i need to pass highschool and not care about what anyone else is doing other then myself. i have been clean since march 19th and i plan to keep doing so. this is a big step for me but i can do it because i want to do it. i dont need people to lecture me. and people doubting me saying you cant do it, because i can and i will prove you wrong. i wanna be happy and as much as the drugs make me happy, its temporary. thank you for helping me realize that
in other news i leave for the bahamas friday at 4am in the morning!!! im wicked excited i dont think you know! i packed my garmet bag today and tomorrow i have a dentist appointment. i have to bring the garmet bag to school and thursday i have to bring my suitcase to school! im redying my hair red because it faded alot and it wasnt quite done when we finished it either! ill prob get it cut more too because its already getting on my nerves lol. im still sick... went to the doctors... she was a bitch so i stole bandaids haha... i know that it wont hurt them but it made me feel a little bit better about her not doing anything about me being sick! my mom schedualed a physical for me because i havnt had one in 2 years! imagine that! i was supposed to hang out with mike today but i ended up just talking to him on the phone where he said he was gonna stab me in the head and i told him ill shoot him in the foot and he said that wont do anything but i told him it would because then hed bleed to death and he wouldnt be able to move his foot to catch me! well i have so much work to catch up on!
love from my bleeding heart
jessica lyn - haha
joc - you better goto school tomorrow damnit!
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[20 Mar 2004|03:06pm] |
its been awhile scince i have updated, and that mainly because ive been too sick and too busy to do anything. im going to the bahamas in 12 days!! im wicked excited... i just hope im still not sick! im dying and cutting my hair on wednsday, this will be a disaster. im going to dye it red, but i dont know how im going to cut it. i dont even want to cut it! its finally getting long! other then that i havnt really done much. went to jocs yesterday... i guess you could say that was fun! i watched 2 movies today, cabin fever, and my bosses daughter. i cant belive i wasted like 4 hours of my life watching them. they were horrible and i pitty anyone who actually spent money to watch or buy them. they were horrible! not even scary, nor funny. everyone lately has been getting in car accidents. i dont wanna go anywhere with my friends cause im scared ill get in one, and thats exactly what i dont need. but kristen and i realized that its all men getting in accidents. i bought a really neat pair of kick ass glasses at ac moore. they were 2 bucks and theyre like old people glasses, wicked neat! well im not feeling to hott so imma lay down!
-jess
or as erin would call me...
VIKEY!
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[14 Mar 2004|12:45am] |
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i think i have strep.... and i think i got it when i skipped to smoke lots of pot and drink... i shouldnt have... i my grandpa gave me 100 bucks to go on vacation... i went skating... and i went shopping... my grandmas in the hospital... i visted her... my throat hurts and im bitchy! bye!
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[10 Mar 2004|08:48pm] |
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haha fuckers im going to the bahamas and you all suck cock! that is all cause i didnt do anything today!
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[09 Mar 2004|07:06pm] |
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school sucked i got kicked out of science again oh the fuck well! tomorrow i have a meeting after school about the bahama trip!! yay! my dad brought me tanning tonight and i bought some new lotion! i got really red!! but its the look and feel of sucsess!! justin damnit i miss you!! grrr
-till death do us part-
-jess
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[07 Mar 2004|10:05pm] |
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woo this weekend has been eventful.. i went shopping... gauged my ears to 12s and my second whole to a 14... then i got to go tanning and i hung out with someone today it was ok i guess. made a fire in the backyard with seth and paulie and my brother and thats pretty much it. i also got to play ddr but thats no biggie! JUSTIN WHERE ARE YOU I MISS YOU BUNCHES I THINK YOUR DEAD AND IT MAKES ME </3 call me baby i miss you id call you but you understand the situation over here! grr! i love you!
- always and never -
jess
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[03 Mar 2004|10:38pm] |
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i went tanning today again in a lay down booth it was super fun i went in for 15 mins and nothing really happend lol... went to hockey why do you just stare at me till i stop looking at you i wish i knew what was going on! i wish you were older! im just gonna start pegging u off damnit it pisses me off and you should stop lol... at least call me in your office and tell me whats going on cause im not playing these childish games anymore! grrrr
i have to stay after school tomorrow for chorus and then i will play hide and go seek after school with amy and kristen if it is a beautiful day! which i hope it is woot woot! i played outside with amy today it was fantastic!
::guns and knifes::
jess
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[02 Mar 2004|09:01pm] |
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this would all be easier if i was dead
im not happy anymore im not with you anymore
i miss you and it makes it hard to breath i miss your smile and the way you smell and i miss the way your skin felt against mine. they say that nobodys perfect but thats a lie... you were perfect to me. you made my heart beat and without that i die without you life is pointless. you this makes me sick
please make me happy
there is no such thing as love
jess
p.s. - i want you to see you bleed as much as ive bled for you
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[01 Mar 2004|09:29pm] |
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!!! i went tanning today for the first time in a stand up one! it was pretty neat but when i got out i felt like i was coming down from oxys or vicodin i was so effin itchy. it was wicked... then i smoked some pot... i wouldnt call it some haha... went to the mall haha... we had chex mix kristen lmao!! it was weird then went to best buy then taco bell then home... well it officially took me 20 mins to spell all this right so im outie!
::keep the peace::
::jess::
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[29 Feb 2004|04:26pm] |
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woot i gots a new lj! and it only took me like 3 hours to make everything all neat-o on it! i would have still been in boston until around 8 if my brother had won the game this morning. but they didnt and i finally got to come home! my dad like an idiot forgot to keep the heat on in the house while we were away so we came home to an ice box lol. my mommy brought me shopping yesterday and yelled at me cause she says i dont like anything that nothings my style. oh well! i wanna color but i left my book in the van and its too cold to go out there and get it... im so lazy and sleepy i think imma just goto sleep!
with all my <3
jess
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